Wednesday, February 23, 2011

PEAKS AND VALLEYS

Hey Everyone,

Dre encourages us to 'keep it real'..the good, bad and the ugly so here goes...
Today is one of those days and it ain't a peak! I woke up on the wrong side of the bed and knew it immediately! It has to be hormonal. I'm usually pretty laid back but today everything is driving me crazy. I tend to be a 'glass half full' sort of person but today has been a struggle. And I also am of the thinking that shifting your thoughts once you're tempted to get in a rut is important too but sometimes (usually once a month), it all goes out the window! This is not unusual but on top of our schedule, it's almost unbearable! The thought of a burpee, pushup or anything related to exercise makes my a$$ hurt (and yes I know it's not involved in burpees or pushups).

It started this morning. There was some craziness on LSD, doubling my commute to work! And then I didn't feel like eating my next meal but of course made myself eat. I ran out of my vitamins (which I could've sworn I re-ordered 2 weeks ago), a retired co-worker showed up today and decided to brainstorm to me about re-entering the workforce and possible opportunities along with his fears and trepidation about doing so (I swear any other day it would've been fine...any other day) and all I could do was nod and think damn, damn, DAMN I have to pee again. I rue the day someone started packaging and selling brown rice. And I can't lie...I'm dreading, D-R-E-A-D-I-N-G having to work out tonight. This is the pitts!!!! My mind is most definitely not right!! I'm gonna dig real deep, have a chat with Jesus and pop some Aleve and a couple of energy balls to get my self together. There's simply no other option...

1 comment:

Unknown said...

No other option. Just do it! :)