Ups and Downs - Good days and Bad days...

Well I finally experienced it...my first BAD day...and boy was it a doozie! Yesterday for the very first time since joining BABs I wanted to say "F"it...my couch is calling! Now don't get me wrong, I have had plenty of days where I didn't feel like it, or my energy level was low...but nope - yesterday was next level. Then Dre went HARD on me at PT - never met that Dre before yesterday...wasn't feeling her at all, nope...not one bit. Then the workout was HARD! Back to back to back to back - no breaks - just hard. I don't know if Dre has a background in the military, but I'd swear she has some drill sergeant flowing thru her veins. For whatever reason, I couldn't seem to push through it; I know a lot of it was mental because I was definitely feeling deflated - in retrospect I should have used those negative emotions to help push me through my workout. But truthfully, I just wanted to get my stuff and go home. I finally got home to discover that somehow I was out of the precious sweet potatoes I needed for my dinner...I was totally like FML! The diet is very limited so I had to go back out to the store...*insert angry face here* After coming in, eating (starving to death by now) and getting a good night's sleep (something like a coma), I am here again today and ready to get back on the horse. I will not give up on myself...not an option.
I need to thank each BAB individually (Vicki, Bea, Karlisa, and Elena) for the encouragement yesterday. Each of you put your own spin on understanding how I was feeling and managed to say just the right thing to help me through. I appreciate you so much, I don't know what I would do without the support. I think its a benefit for me, being the last to join, I feel like you guys have experienced some of the emotions I'm feeling already - so you know just what to say. Coming up from behind isn't all bad, although I wish I had been a part from the beginning. And Stephanie, every time I think of you going through this by yourself...you are an AWESOME WONDER. And Dre, stank or no stank - I'm glad you like me...I cringe to think of my life right now if you didn't - LOL!