Happy Friday!!

Good Morning D3 Family – So It's my 10th day on the diet and so far so good but i have to be honest I’ve had a few bad days already... Yesterday for whatever reason i was so down and so hard on myself and it's not even that time of month :)... Anyway, when i got to class last night i wasn't much better i found myself crying just talking to Dre it was crazy. This is probably the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do for myself. Dre did say we would have these moments where we might just be depressed for no reason and DAMN her she was right. I was a mess yesterday, but i have to say once i got to class and started talking to everyone it made me feel so much better. I had a few girls come up to me and ask me how i was doing and of course being the blunt person i am i was like " MISSERABLE" they just looked at me and said "Well, V we can't have that" I wanted to say well I’m sorry but it's just how i feel" but then they went on to say. “We can't have you discouraged and down because a lot of us look up to you for motivation and if you're down we feel down and want to give up”.  Can i just say that made me FEEL SOOOO GOOD!! To those of you who came up to me and said that to me THANK YOU SO MUCH. I'm trying really hard to stay positive and with all your support and motivation it really does help and I’m telling you us girls doing this show are going to need as much support as we can get. This diet and training is not going to be easy.  It's very hard and it’s a lot of dedication but as they say if you put your mind to it you can accomplish anything!!

I’m not only doing this for myself but I’m doing it for Dre aka(POOKIE), my very best friend Bea who I know will also ROCK this show and all the D3 members who work so hard and look up to me. I'm going to give it all i got even if Dre kills me!! J

So again thank you all for believing in me and if i get a little emotional it's just because I’m a very emotional person J and as most of you know i wear my heart on my sleeve and i know i don't hide it well at all especially when I’m feeling blue… So if you see me looking gloomy just tell me to "Get It Together Pookster"!!! :) sometimes those little words means so much!!

I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend & I’ll see most of you at Saturday’s class!!

xoxoxo
V aka (Pookster)